Swedich Dragon

Sadness lungs skindissorder connected.

Going into the collective uncounciousness to dig after this cind of problems and feelings.

S D

I haven’t realy stoped the masturbation. I do it when I feel the need for it. It seems to be a litle bit to much to not do it so I will do it if I like to. Sometimes doing the big draw and sometimes just stop and feel the orgasmic energy in my whole body.

Perhaps this kind of dreams arive after having raized the sexual energy in the genitals…[Read more]

Was tired the whole day.

This usually happens when I do alot of deeper practises. I want to sleep alot. Probably a sígn of some deeper healing going on.

This evening the testikle breathing exercise was particularly strong. I have never done this exercise on a daily basis before. It feels like the energy penetrate deeper.

When reaching…[Read more]

Hello Michael

I will be back later on when I have read more from it. For the moment my feeling is: Perhaps the book isn’t so deep. But for me it has value in giving explanations of basic terms. It also give me explanations of what is the basic purpose of qigong. It complement what I have read so far. Mostly Mantak Chia and some books on…[Read more]

Had some problems standing for 20 breaths today. Did feel weak. Perhaps needed more to eat.

S D

Are talking to my relatives that not have believed in my cold problem. They don’t believe that I’ve got wery much problem from being in a room of 20 degrees celsius. In the dream I talked about my cold problem and they showed me some hidden smiles not believing me. I then told them I have had the treatment on with the tyroids now and it helped me.…[Read more]

Need alot of sleep. Are sleeping until about 12 oklock still want to sleep more but are disturbed by noices. Goes up and doing the morning practise. A bit dizzy beacase of hunger. Had a small breakfest at about 8 a.m.

Dream 3

The girl I am in love with are home at my place. She founds something that I used to do for some years ago and tells me she would like to learn me more and also work with me in with this.

Coments: Fels like the dreams are telling me there is something good coming out of this possible relationship. Like that.

Dream 2

Are on the toilet and pissing in a urinal. Wery hard to hit the right spot beacase my cock is huge about 1 and a half meter. It’s a bit dirty need to be washed. Not broader than usually just the same with.

Comments: Usual dreamtype when doing retention

Dream 1:

I dreamt about pepople with some wery ugly faces. There were people with wholes in the skin like small craters. Others that had faces fild with skulls all over the skin. Some had faces that where wery small and ugly.

It was something about telling me there are people around the world that have lifes that only give them trouble.…[Read more]

I will list my dreams down here.

Txs for sharing your way Steven.

I think my way of doing the practises are quite similar. But your are right about your comments that there is a bit to much rigidity. I think. Will have it in my mind to see if I am capable of changing to something beter. 🙂

S D

Hello Steven

Thanks for your response. You are quite right telling me my exercises are quite rigid. I will speak about it down here. I have to do a long term budget for the moment I don’t realy know how my economical situation will be for the next year after looking into it tomorrow I’ll know when I can buy the cd:s. I will some day. Perhaps…[Read more]

Hello Steven

This sounds wery interesting. I have had much good efect from breathing earlier so I believe much in it for curing my illness. I feel I need more insstructions on this one though. Perhaps buy the cd or DVD from Michael later on. Perhaps this will be somthing to do after I have completed the 100 days I’m into now. I was traveling by…[Read more]

Hello S

I have to adapt to the demands from my illness in the winter. Then when it’s warmer again I can come back to the Tao-Yin. I like the Hatha yoga also so there is no big deal actually.

“””In fact, a rapid reverse breathing with internal focus
is sometimes called “breath of fire”. “”””

Is it just to do reversed more quikly with…[Read more]

Thanks for the suggestion of gentleness. I will take it easy!

Happy new year to you to
S D

Thx Michael

I don’t know what to do! But I will meet anouther MD abroud the 17 januari and will take up the things you brougt my atention to here. Then decide later what to do.

May I ask you where from you learned about the hydrocortisone?

Sincerely S D

“””Total exhale makes the lungs work harder to get chi, so they begin to convert internal chi entering from ming-men into kidney yarg to supply what oxygen normally does”””

Does this decrease the Qi in the kidneys?

S D

Steven wrote

“””””To be honest, I didn’t really think much about that article.
Reason being, a lot of what she wrote appeared self-contradictory.
First, she says that no shift of sexual orientation takes place;
then she says a common long-term side effect is bisexuality.
Her analysis is pretty inconsistent, and to be honest, I don’t…[Read more]

Hello Steven

Seems to be exactrly what I needed to hear. Thx.

S D