Swedich Dragon

Turned out quite bad this with the cofe. I couldn’t sleep and had to wake eaarly. New term quite much to plan and do. Had a nice start with my students anyway but completely exhasted afterwards. Yesterday I couldn’t manage to do anything. Was playing chess on the internet quite many hours. No practise. The reason why cofe is not god for me is…[Read more]

Dreaming of having sex with two of my wery close friends from the past. Interupted by pepople beacase she were living in some kind of collective and they didn’t think it was alrigth to haw sex so that ewery other people in the room could see it.

Wery intense feelings of sexual energy and steam rising in the body. The channels up to the head…[Read more]

Hello Steven

Are you finished with this discussion for the moment or did you just miss it?

Fire practises:

Yes please that sounds interestning. Cant garante I will make any emidiately changes but will see.

S D

Perhaps the condomes reduse the energy yang from the man to the woman!

THE ARTICLE
“”””””- Reduced depression: Such was the implication of a 2002 study of 293 women. American psychologist Gordon Gallup reported that sexually active participants whose male partners did not use condoms were less subject to depression than those whose partners…[Read more]

Hello Steven

I’m not shore why I write all this right now. But I was thinking that perhaps someone see something I had missed or that my practise experience might interest someone else. And also perhaps I notice someting by writing here.

I have no problem with your posts! Enjoy talking with you! I was a bit irritated on you, but I don’t see…[Read more]

Well the book isn’t perfect but I like to read it. Put I feel I can’t have any trust in that the information in it always is correct. Hopefully I see when it isn’t.

S D

Steven actually I am quite happy. I feel quite centered. I feel also much new self confidence. So don’t worry for me. The thing that not is good is that I have to struggle with an illness. I am wery sensitive to some things like cofe and cold and other things. So even though having a hard time with this I am most of the time happy. The thing is…[Read more]

Hello Steven

Yes, this is also about the same definition I had on Yin and Yang. But the one I gave you was from the book. It doesn’t seems right.

But are there a difference betwean.

Yin/Yang and Yin Qi/Yang Qi it was the later the Author gave a definition on.

If he has this wrong it doesn’t give me so much confidence in the book,…[Read more]

He has this definition.

Yang Qi is more energy relative something else.

Yin Qi is less energy compared to something else.

I can see this works quite alrigth if you see what qualities yin and yang have, but to me this definitions seems to be an ower simplification.

What do you think?

S D

Just reading about Yi and Xin from the book “The root of chinese qigong”

Yi is the wisdom mind that creates ideas and have the will power to make them go true. Yi is from head.

Xin is the emotional mind that is also ideas but ideas made up by desires but that might lack the streangth to get the ideas into reality. Xin is from heart.…[Read more]

Cofe
porn
others

Today I was back on cofe. 3 cups. This is not at all wat I want. For the moment I understund why I did it. I am on my way to plan the next term as a teacher. Quite much to do. Started late. And I realise I soon will start my treatments with hormones so I feel a bit free to not be so hard to myself. This is something I soon…[Read more]

Increasing to 30 breaths

Some difficulties. Feelings of wanting to cry arrises. The thoratic vertebraes from the shoulderblades up to the c7 starts to make sounds.

The c7 hurts a litle bit after the practise.

S D

Was eating dinner today with some friends. To cold at there home.

Did the scrotal compression under the blanket at lying down. Was hard to get the energy from the stomach to the scrotum.

S D

Tiredness gone.

Have problems with cold during the meditation. Lay down on the bed under a blanket to be able to continue with my practise.

Today I saw quite alot light in the head when the energy arised up there. Have noticed it before but now it was more distict and clear.

S D

Legs started to vibrate

A sore feeling in the kidney area.

I am standing on ortopedical soles because I am flatfotted and get structural problems in the foot knes and back if standing without the soles. They are made of a well insulated material. Wonder if this makes the rooting more dificult.

S D

There was a huge boat with a captein that was competing wiht me. I was a litle ball that bounced around in the air and on the boat. Did brake something on the big boat and the captain was angry beacase that litle piece cost hem a fortune. He was angry beacase he looses more money than me.

Later on the bout was driving like a car on a road. It…[Read more]

Dream

Get caught in a cactus when I took the way ower the harbout when going home. There was the usual quite asphalted area and then a man high ccactus on the side of the area. I get caught. Tried to get lost from it but failed. If trying with some other body part that part also get caught. Wanted to use my hands but had knited gloves on them.…[Read more]

wtf=what the fuck?

Or something else?

S D